sounds

So 

many 

sounds.
 
So many sounds and I can hear them all.

Like different emotions clashing together and becoming 

a jumble 

of 

nothing-in-particular.

I sip from my glass of water, scribble 

my thoughts down 

and look out. 

Is this 

what it's like? 

To feel 

like 

nothing-in-particular despite everything you are?